Feelings

I shed what's call feelings,
Long time ago,
But I could not kill it
When I saw the pitiful eyes of it,
It was shivering, Begging me
Not to leave it alone,
Told me that
It will never let anybody hurt me,
Anybody at all
Told me that I will be strong, But so soft though
Dint want to beleive,
How could I?
I wasn't even sure about myself,
I started walking alone.
But everyday when I turn back,
I see my feelings crawling behind me.
I will tell you the truth,
I turn back and see
Just to make sure -
Its coming behind me.....