Life and Lies!

You will have to forgive me. And forget me.

She looked as if she had seen a ghost.

But I love you.
So what? It wouldn't work.
It will. Just give it a chance. It will. It will.
No, it wouldn't.
But I love you. I love you. I love you.

Her voice reverberated hollow in her ears. She might as well have been talking to the empty walls. For suddenly, for some unfathomable reason he was cruelty personified. Sometimes love isn't good enough. Sometimes truth isn't good enough. Sometimes, nothing is good enough. She helplessly saw him go away.

Years later.......

Hey, who'd have thought we'd meet again this way.

She tried to feign cheerfulness and normalcy. She tried to act unperturbed. She wished inwardly her heart would flutter a little less.

Yeah, it is. Errr..... you think we could.....

She almost cut him midway.

Hey, great news at my end. I found someone after we split. He loves me like crazy. And I am so happy to have him.

Silence.
You never really let me complete. You think we could start from where we left again?

He spoke as if he had never heard her.

Uh, no. I love him. I love him. I love him.

You can't. You always loved me. Me. Me. For all those wasted years, how could you be so stupid? Why did you let me go away??

Why did you have to go away?

I don't know. But I want to be back.

Why? I love him. I love him. I love him.

You love me. And this both of us know.

But I still love him, she faintly whispered one last time.

You shall love no one. You love me.

He screamed. Suddenly he was conviction personified.

She smiled a sad smile. There was a time she screamed and shouted the truth and nothing happened. And after all these years, just a lie, a lie whispered softly had worked wonders.

You see, sometimes love isn't good enough. Lies are.

I have stopped existing in your world

I mean, I do exist but only just about. It is not a struggle for life or anything like that. I have just blended in and am now in a dark forgotten corner. The rage has simmered to memory. And I just lie there. And watch.

Life

The howling wind in the background faded, as this part of the conversation came to life ...

"Let's play a game."
"And what game is this?"
"Well, it won't be a game anymore if I tell you what it is."
"But you need to tell me the rules at least."
"You will figure out the rules, as you go along."
"But what if I make mistakes?"
"You will learn from those mistakes."
"That is not fair."
"Yes, I know."
"Then it might be a game to you, but not to me."
"Who said it was a game to you? I just said 'Let's play a game."
"Okay, let's assume that I play along. How will I know that I have won?"
"You won't"
"I won't know I have won, or I won't win?"
"Whichever way you want to look at it."
"I need some answers here."
"You won't know if you have won even if you win, as a consequence you will not win."
"Why should I play the game at all?"
"Because it is not a game to you."
"Then what is it?"
"Your life."

... The howling wind came back to life, and this part on, the conversation faded.

Quit

Today one of my friend quit my office to join some other place. When I asked her why is she quitting she said.. "Better Oppurtunities!!" :) Later in the evening.. ! was just thinking... "Many people quit looking for work when they find a job. " LOL!! Wha say ppl?

Alone...

I sit alone,
While everyone goes by.
I sit alone beyond the purple desert,
and over the black snow.
I sit alone
I sit alone while the secrets of life rot inside.
Why I left,I don’t know why
thats why I sit alone . . .

What are we doing?

You have a class of young strong men and women, and they want to give their lives to something. Advertising has these people chasing cars and clothes they don't need. Generations have been working in jobs they hate, just so they can buy what they don't really need.

Insane

They were good friends. That’s what she thought..... But as time progressed he started acting strange. He stopped all contacts with her. She thought he was busy preparing himself for the future. After they parted ways he started conversing with her again. They started talking as how they used to when they were friends. While conversing he told her about someone whom he likes but then not sure if it was the same case with her also. It was good to know how he felt about her. Later she came to know that he had been talking about her only all the while.
She gave her consent and the relationship was going on good. Until one day when he said all this needs to stop. She dint understand what was happening. When she asked the reason he said that he was “insane” when he said all that. :(

Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think.

Life is traveled only once, today's moment becomes tomorrow's memory, enjoy every moment of life whether good or bad, because the gift of life is life itself.

Control Z

Is there any mechanism by which I can undo somthing which I have done quiet sometime back? "Words once spoken and hearts once broken can never be taken back / can never be put back." Very rightly said! I am still repenting for something which I said about five years back. I tried explaining but he never seem to understand. It was not his fault at all. Even if I was he I would have reacted even worse. But yes it was all my fault. :( I need to do go thru all this.... I very badly want to undo all that I said. How will it be if I had not said it? I actually dint mean it. But he wont listen to what I have to say. But do I have another chance where I can explain myself better?? Do you have the time this time to listen to what I have to say? "They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel." Very truly said! I think this is very strong a feeling to be expressed in the first post itself... Have any one of you felt like this at any point of time in your life? -- Love arrives on tiptoe and bangs the door when it leaves.......